Don’t try to offer me water to wash it off because even though part of me knows that water would make it come clean, I know the next time it will be my own blood dripping to the floor. I am fine with the stains for now. So go tell the world how I am a bastard. I won’t deny what I have decided and the blood on my hands will prove it. I have my reasons.
So don’t think for a minute that it was like someone autonomously said those things to me. Put THAT in your pipe and smoke it. So go ahead and be pleasant to my face but you are not fooling anyone.
Last night I was in the studio till 10:30 trying to finish my plaster sculpture. I was beyond tired. Today I have to try and finish my straw version of the sculpture. I also SHOULD do laundry… I hate laundry. I really should have done it a while ago but I am finally now getting back to 100%.
Sunday again? Dammit, it feels like the weekend has only just began. I have a slightly less busy week. I have a rough draft due on Friday and I need to finish my sculpture assignment todayish yet it still feels less hectic. This week was pretty good. I had a fun weekend. On Thursday we just sort of stayed in had a bit to drink. My friend Cat basically just passed out on our couch and hiccuped in her sleep all night- it was hilarious and slightly annoying. We walked to our pal’s birthday party on Friday which ended up being a lot further that previously thought ajnd traveling with drunken idiots didn’t make it any easier. That was fun though. Afterwords we took a walk to Rosie’s and got some late night grub. Yesterday we went apple picking- or rather just on a walk through an apple orchard followed by purchasing apples. Rob of course bought an apple dessert while we were there while Cat, Hilary and I harassed him about it. After that we hung out with Hilary while she baked a very delicious apple pie and then it was off to Cat’s for a delicious spaghetti dinner! Today Hilary and I are going on a bunch a errands one in which is getting material for my Halloween costume. I am so excited for Halloween this year- it’s gonna be awesome. Roger Waters is in less then two weeks! Well, I best get my day started- oh shit, I have laundry to do today… :(